Ever since I can remember, I have always been overwhelmed with questions, to which I received either very few answers or long silences.
I perceived the world through feelings and experiences that did not fit at all into my everyday environment. No, I was not a special or unique child on the outside, although we are all unique in our own way.
But I was constantly striving to explain many of the experiences that were happening to me, I was driven by a deep thirst for self-discovery and an overwhelming desire to know myself and the reason for my being. And my life has not always been so spiritual and filled with love for life, people, and God.
After high school I went to St. Petersburg TD University to study international marketing, although I felt it was more of a necessary social norms and standards than my desire.
Already at university people and books began to come into my life, helping me to touch more deeply the beauty and value of life. I still hold these people in my heart with warmth and awe. All this time I received many signs and hints from existence, an inner knowledge of what I would dedicate my life to was born.
I began to study various spiritual and bodily practices – yoga, dance, meditation…
After graduation I felt lost, because I clearly understood that I did not want to immerse myself in the social working life of a marketing specialist. After opening my own PR promotion business, a year later I realized that I was trapping myself.
Feeling insecure, I re-enrolled in the Stockholm School of Economics in St. Petersburg. And my life began to take the turn that I wanted so badly to avoid.
Finding myself
One day I met a wonderful person, and this woman helped me find the source of creative inspiration and belief in myself that I needed so much at a very confusing time.
I started painting and blogging online and practicing
with small groups of different types of meditation, body-oriented
methods, breathing practices, Dance-movement techniques, energy practices.
In my life, as if by magic began to come long-awaited and interesting people, masters of various spiritual traditions, mentors, who generously shared their knowledge with me.
I was more enthusiastic and filled with energy than ever before and within a few months I was enrolled in the Academy of Management and Psychology.
Soon I began to share my experience and it turned out to be a delightful, exciting experience, opening up the possibility for everyone to reconnect with their source, an experience that has helped many people find their answers, find their faith in themselves and change their lives by 180%.
People of all ages and nationalities come to my workshops, and each one opens the door to their own amazing and fascinating world. And the more I explore that space and help others open up, the more I feel the need to keep moving in that direction and sharing that gift.
Spiritual Birth
My journey to India did not immediately culminate in a spiritual surge, although the emotional surge and excitement overwhelmed me from the first moments I was there).
I went back there again and again, year after year, and now I know what I was looking for and what was calling me so strongly to return to this “Tridentine Kingdom”. I met people I fell in love with, or rather fell in love with their love of God!
It was something beyond me and completely unexplainable and unexperienced by me, at least to this extent and in this life. I learned their secret and one day decided to dedicate myself irrevocably and irreversibly to it.
I dedicated myself for the first time in my life to meditation. I began to meditate constantly and continuously for 2 hours a day. No, not the one I used to do a few times a week. But really everyday continuous meditation, where I am alone with God.
It’s not easy, I admit, after all, I have the same restless mind by nature as other people, and I also have an ego that is totally against discipline and true spirituality.)) And that doesn’t make me enlightened or uplifted.
But this continuous process nurtures in me such qualities as kindness, caring for my neighbor, gratitude to the present, inner peace, and most importantly, it brings me closer and closer to God. And here I draw all my resources, love, patience, acceptance, trust and filling my every daily action with divine meaning.
Did I find God? I most definitely did.))
Am I happy? I’ve never been happier!
The Bhaktas
At this stage in my life I have also dedicated myself to the mantra and to spreading spirituality through music and voice.
In 2012 I joined a music project called The Bhaktas (literally translated from Sanskrit as people devoted to God) and since then my life has been even more beautiful and loving.
Now, most of my time is spent traveling from one continent to the next, meeting amazing people and sincerely sharing my peace and love with everyone.
What’s in store for you?
In my programs, trainings and seminars I combine different methods of practical psychologytechniques, conscious breathing techniques, voice practices, spontaneous creativity and dance therapy.
Also I use a transpersonal approach In dealing with various deep subconscious causes of what is happening in life; the causes of conflict and dissatisfaction in relationships; ways to achieve a high level of consciousness in life.
I help everyone to find their way and their realization, to come to inner harmony, look into the depths of their subconscious and expand the idea of themselves, their capabilities and life in general. I discovered something in me that some would call a mission, some would call a calling. For me, this is simply an opportunity to share.
Everyone has great potential for spiritual growth, which helps to create, love, and live a holistic and elevated life. I sincerely share my experiences, what I have lived and experienced already with many friends. I am waiting for you at my trainings and seminars, where we will go on self-exploration and the creation of a new life.
At the seminars and trainings you get your unique experience, on the basis of which your life will change! Here you can discover your inner spiritual world, discover the source of new possibilities and become the sculptors of your own life. You’ll be able to understand where you’ve come from, where you are now and where you’re going next.
At seminars and trainings we will:
- become more aware and present;
- Increase the vitality and joy of being;
- Reconsider their attitude to failures, problems;
- To realize their true desires and needs;
- transform fears into love;
- Increase self-value and trust in yourself and the world;
- To look at your life tasks from a different angle and find the right options among the vast amount of information and experience stored in your unconscious;
- To overcome both external conflicts related to other people and internal conflicts aimed at self-destruction.